out to get you..

bi sureligine kendimi unutmak istiyorum.

I want to get lost in something, without the voice in my head if possible. I want to get rid of that constant annoying persona speaking thru my ears all day long.

I want to be able to go, whenever I feel like leaving.

I want to be madly imaginative when I'm bored.

I want somebody to bring me flowers and a good book now and then. Is this so lame?

I don't want to be real.

I don't want to get any older this year.

I don't want to have this feeling inside me any longer that keeps telling me something exciting will happen someday.